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    5/3/2007

    茫然

    茫然

     

    五月,向来是自己比较喜欢的一个月份,因为它是一个让人心旷神怡的季节;

    因为鸟语花香,因为和煦的春风,因为艳阳高照,因为百花争艳,因为即将到来的盛夏,因为……

     

    但是这一切的一切,对现在的自己好像没有人任何吸引力,看着窗外的阳光灿烂,心里却顿生出茫然的感觉,很冷很静,没有方向……不知道自己的未来是什么样子的,wc对我说这不是现在要考虑的事情,我明白,但是我却做不到,有些不知所措。

    有时候好像对着蔚蓝的天空大喊一声,来缓解自己的压力,但是我害怕,害怕一旦自己喊出去,就再也收不回来了。

     

    再过30多天我就将步入我人生中的第一个“礼堂”,我不知道自己到底会去向何处,我想离开北京,逃离这个有太多记忆的城市,但是我知道,我忘不了放不下,当我知道我身边对我很重要的朋友们都不离开北京时,我有些茫然,是舍不得父母?舍不得朋友?还是自己根本放不下,只是找了一个借口......

    一切都是未知的,也许当我真的离开了,踏上远去的火车,就真的放开了吧。总之一切的一切30多天以后就会见分晓,不忍想象这些,但他们却时时刻刻的让我想起,

     

    茫然......

    好想有一双翅膀,带我飞翔......

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